"But it’s me …"
That old voice came to Jane’s ear again with the sound of crying, and even though she was hallucinating herself, she slowly turned around.
Looking back, she saw the man behind her clearly.
But in just three years, why has she aged so much and lost so much?
She was thin before, but not as thin as she is now. Now she is as thin as skin and bones.
Jane opened her mouth to shout, but the two words that had been spit on the tip of her tongue did not come out of her mouth.
She doesn’t want to think about what they abandoned her three years ago, but when they see her three years ago, those things will emerge in front of her.
She will think of her mother crying and saying to her, "However, you are more independent and stronger than your sister, please let your sister do it once."
Whenever I think of my mother saying this reason, my heart is as painful as being cut with a knife.
Is it because she is independent and strong that she should die, be abandoned and be framed?
"However however …"
The woman looked at Jane’s tears flashing in her eyes, and the tears kept falling like pearls.
Goodbye Gu Nanjing, but I have already thought very white during this period.
What happened when Gu Nanjing cheated on her made her feel sad, but the attitude of her parents and family made her feel desperate.
If love is lost, it is possible to find new love. However, once the family is lost, it will never be found again.
Jane’s nose is sore, her eyes are swollen and tears are swirling in her eyes. She clenched her lip and looked up just to keep the tears from flowing.
Section 55
"However, mom knows that we are sorry for you …" At some point, Jane sobbed again. "If you want to blame me, blame me. I don’t have a mind of my own at home. That will happen in the end. I can’t do anything when I watch you being wronged and killed."
Jane bit her lip and hung on her side, her hands clasped her nails tightly and she seemed to feel no pain.
"But you won’t even say a word to me?" Because Jane kept silent, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and finally she began to cry.
Jane is not unwilling to talk, but afraid to talk. She is afraid that when she opens her mouth, she will lose control of her emotions and cry in front of her.
"I know I always knew I was weak. I was weak for a generation and couldn’t even protect my own daughter …" Jane said, weeping and shivering.
Jane took a deep breath and forced herself to harden her heart and said calmly, "If you come to me to want me to go back to Kyoto and let me take the place of Jianxin to have children with Gu Najing, then you can go."
Three years ago, Jane was pregnant with Gu Nanjing, and they wanted to let Jane in according to the family’s wishes.
But now Jianxin can’t give birth, and they take care of Nan Jing, meaning to take her back simply.
What Gu Nanjing did and said simply didn’t care. I never thought that my mother would come from Kyoto to persuade her.
Three years ago, she was forced to let Jane leave in tears, so three years later, she was forced to let Jane return to Gu Nanjing.
No matter what her reason is, Jane simply doesn’t want to listen to her again. She looks at the person who gave birth to her and raised her again, bites her lip and goes away.
She walked very fast, as if there was a monster chasing behind her. In fact, there was no monster chasing her, but she was afraid that she would be unable to control her tears in front of them.
After running for a long distance, Jane was unable to control herself and hid in an obscure corner, covering her mouth and crying.
She didn’t cry when so many people targeted her three years ago, and she was able to leave with a light smile.
Now that she has given birth to the mother who once loved her so much, does her mother really treat her as their daughter?
In fact, I don’t want to know that in the eyes of my family, especially in the eyes of my father, she and Jianxin are tools to make Jane’s family prosperous.
And her mother, who is too weak to have a definite opinion, will follow her father’s instructions.
Three years later, when facing Gu Nanjing and Jane Xin, she can simply treat them like strangers, but she can’t when facing this mother who once loved her so much.
In the end, Jane still couldn’t bear to turn out of the dark and look back quietly only to see her mother shaking and falling to the ground.
At this moment, she ran back like crazy without thinking about anything.